momydu
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� 2003-08-26 Big fat butt I had my doctors appointment this afternoon. The one that I have been waiting for forever. So, first of all I have to see a vagina specialist : ) Isn't that a cute name for a gynocologist? My doctor ordered a million tests, and so tonight I am fasting in preparation. I also was told to lose weight. This is the first time in my life I have been told to lose weight, and I was devastated. Like I told Richard and my Mom, it's not like I haven't tried to lose weight. It isn't like I don't exercise, and watch what I eat, because I do. I have some weird hormonal issue, that I seem to have inherited from my Mom, and since Jared was born it has been like a switch was turned off inside me, allowing me to be thin. I struggle with being overweight, I actually had just started liking myself again, but that is down the drain. Anyway, I went to the store, bought the whole line of Slimfast crap, and I am going to jumpstart my weightloss, and then I promise to start eating sensibly in a few weeks with my friend, using the Weight Watchers points thing. So anyway, I have to get the blood tests done tomorrow, then wait for those results, then next week I have a pelvic exam and they will decide whether or not to do a DNC, which is a very nasty little procedure. Sometimes I want them to rip out my uterus, it has given me so much grief ever since I started my period, but I know that isn't an option for me now. I also had my finger printing appointment, and so now I can officially go to work. I still will have to go to CPR class, but the lady at the daycare is scheduling that for me. Oh, this weekend we are driving back down to my Moms, she is having knee surgery, and I couldn't stand it if I wasn't there. I will be thinking of Nolan and Lora (erlenweg6) while we are on our way down, whenever I think of her I still get weepy.
I love you forever - 2007-10-04
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